Hey every one sorry it been so long, ive been working loads, havent had much tyme to be on here.

just a quick update. im now a training fitness instructor.
Life seemed to be looking up. Guess i was wrong.
im earning money now, got my own bit of freedom now im earning money. Things seem a lil bit wierd with scott, i dont think he feels he can trust me. Ive made a new friend with the breeder im buying my pup from. And we talk quite a bit. but were just friends. Coz quite simply he's gay...

What can i say, i enjoy talking to him. In a girly kind of way he makes me feel human. Like im making my own friends instead of tagging along with scott all the time. but he seems to think theres more going on. All we talk about is stupid stuff, dogs, their behaviour little britain and work... he thinks i have good eye brows apparently dunno where tha came from. Must be a gay thing.

But like he's really manly lookin but he's gay and its kinda funny coz its wierd for me. He's gnna be like the girly guy i can talk to about my girls stuff, coz im sure scott gets fed up with me nattering on bout stuff. Im buying a siberian husky from him its pure white with blue eyes and her name is shyla.

Well, like i say i just want scott to be able to trust me, he was the one who suggested we spend less time in each others faces and even his mum thinks i will have to learn to do stuff on my own as scott doesnt enjoy going out for a drink and dancing n that, so im gunna do that but i get the impresion that scott doesnt like it even tho he says he doesnt mind. I know he does. Im only doing what he suggested. Since losing bev in a car accident last year, ive kinda felt a bit lonely in myself, i dont have anyone to turn to and talk about all of my problems without boring them. I dont have anyone that enjoys goin out and partying and dancing like she did. its just nice to have a friend that is willing to do that if i want to. So i dunno what to do, help people.

Love ya all and Sheera havent forgotten bout u, ^_^ hi to you too XD

Laters people xxxxx